Unreleased Scrap

Flexin - 1-800-273-8255 

Why do you even look back in past ?
Why do you even trust the unworthy ?
Why is it so uneven for the reality ?
Why am I so attached to my bruises ?

I feel like I am at the end of my battery 
One step back but I am a bit more clumsy
On my way to kill my own family tree
Now time to tell my own cold story

I got to know how ignorance matters
Protagonist but I forgot own damn manners
Uncomfortable but says I don't care for her 
Everytime it's hurdle but I don't see the ladder

I hold my mind searching for recycle
Trapped in own pain no need of rivals
Never I mind just applied for a rifle
Will kill myself before I feel so suicidal 

Torturing myself everyday and it won't aid 
I take casual drugs and I feel good
But I fucking hate being me everytime 
I won't heal anymore I don't time 

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I really loved you since day 1 - Flexin koi shabd bayaan krne se mukarte hai koi bayaan rakhne se darte hai khuda jaane mera kya usool hai tere khatir to jeena seekha hai tu mujhe khoya hua chaahat lage mai tujhme apni duniya dekhu paya to maine kuch nhi tha khone ko boht kuch hai ,lekin ghum se fursat kaha mile log muskarane ki wajah kyu puche mai likh chuka kisse kitaab k barabaar par vaaqif nhi jinse wahi puche mera khabar tere naam se basti hai pura ek afsanay mera ye kaisi tanhai mein jee rha hu akhir mai jaha har samay teri talaab se guftgu he sawera mera hal-e-dil bas naam se jaane mera dard lekin woh kaisa kitaab jiske panno mein bas likha naam tera tere khwabon ka aasra lagta hu bas par mere har duwa mein naam hai tera ye zamane se matlab mat rakhna kabhi  bas kabhi apna maano to bas naam yaad krna mera
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